happy new year
happy new year,everyone!!
may ALLAH bless us all this year with happiness and wealth.
along with keberkatan and success. 
love, fauz.
secret
i blame my siblings for this song. they were suddenly so the iski. they first heard it from Gossip Girl. its actually quite a catchy song (morbid fact aside.. hehehe..) click here to listen/watch it on youtube. enjoy. 
the pierces – secret
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead
Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you’re telling lies
‘Cause you have sworn to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everybody tells
Everybody tells
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead
Look into my eyes
Now you’re getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you’re keeping?
I know what you’re keeping
I know what you’re keeping
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead
[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life
[end spoken]
You swore you’d never tell
You swore you’d never tell
You swore you’d never tell
You swore you’d never tell
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you’ll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won’t tell what I said
‘Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead
(chorus x 3)
Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is… Dead.
eye candy.. hehehe..
isn’t he H-A-W-T??? i completely forgot about him!! back in 1998, (bulih?? 10 years ago, when i was young and dinosaurs were still roaming) while waiting for the pmb results to come out, i decided to stay at home. i mean, bahapa jua? the big exam of the year was over and done with. besides, none of my friends were coming. hehehe. so there,i was, at home & bored, when i tuned in to HBO. ada tia this new movie: dance with me. starring Chayanne and Vanessa Williams. *sigh* i feel hard for the lead actor. 
and since i was more kuno then i was now (B & atul,please refrain from commenting, i just know both of you have something to say) and there weren’t such things as wireless connection (not in my area, anyway), all i knew about the oh-so-dreamy guy was his name (chayanne *deep sigh*) and the fact that he was a huge star in latin america.
so, anyways, i went out shopping with the family today (ooh! lunch with Cuaji and family. hehehe.. fuuun! he’s the outgoing uncle.. ) then had dinner at escapade with B and dd. we decided to stop by at Joey Jo in qlap when i saw the dvd!! i was like, ‘waaaaaaah!! klasssik laah!!’. and yes,i bought it. after watching it, i googled him. *giggling like an annoying schoolgirl* turns out, he was born in 1971. too old for me. and it seems like he is happily married with two kids. *sad sigh* hehe, i know i’m acting like i have a shot but one can dream, no? :p
i think i’ve done enough gushing for one nite. hehehe.
*deepest sigh* be still my heart..
mixed up.
the urge to post a blog just hit me eventhough i don’t exactly have a topic in mind. i’m not even sure how i feel right now. there are serious mixed emotions swirling in my head right now.
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happy because i just spent most of the night watching alien vs predator with B along with our siblings. its been days since we went out. so, it felt good to be with him again. (crappy movie,tho.)
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pissed off because pompous c***s still exist in my life. if you really are a friend, you should’ve stopped her before it got too far. whats the point of empty threats when everything is over and done with?? besides, your right to interfere was over when you just let it happened.
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excited because there’s an rnB dinner tommorrow. ….its 3am, so, later.. its waaaaaay overdue, babes.. we should’ve done it earlier.
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annoyed (to the max) because of a lazy and inconsiderate idiot who keeps assuming he’s entitled.
i feel so messed up. sigh. it could be that time of the year. i just have so much time in my hands that i could actually reflect on my life in the big picture. or maybe i just developed a self destructing habit pondering on useless things. huh.
changing the topic. Scotland is in my head suddenly. ever since i found out that Scotland is where abg long went to further his studies, i just had this weird obssesion with it. combined with my sudden interest with romance novels (or porn books as B calls ‘em. :p ) the need to know was greater. hehehe.. one day, i WILL go there. i will breathe in the cold highland air. i will take in all the misty scenary. B, your promise? so looking forward to it.ok, now its 3.30am. sleepy. gonna go now.
with all my love and affection.
its me grandad’s birthday today. he was born on christmas eve in 1929. …..i just realised he’s almost 80.. 
hehehe.. and because we don’t know when my grandmother was born, we decided to celebrate her life as well. so today, after isya’, the family decided to do a small gathering. just a simple doa selamat.
so here are the pictures, bang.. just for you..
the eldest with the youngest grandaughter. lingling was jumping, yatah kabur..
my lil girl cousins. whenever they meet, they always managed to find something to giggle about.. i don’t geddit.. *shrug*
the weaker sex cousins with dd.. mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i dunno why they decided to pose like that.. kambang kali…
grandma playing with lingling.. 
:D
datu and nini’s cake
them cutting the cake.. notice kaer hovering..
wishing datu a happy birthday..
FOOD!!! thats my aunt’s hand tarus2 masuk.. hehehe..
of all places to eat kan, they choose the stairs..
dunno why, i like taking pic with norris.. hehehe..
me with kaka long..
the younger cousins who thought they were cute.. hehehhe nadawah.. they are.. :p
”kaer! gambar untuk ong?” & bang, he gave me this pose. btw, thats my drink..
……abis tia. ada plang gi.. but mcm kabur. hehehe.. dedeq and kaka long took photos too so don’t forget to ask then jua.. hope you like..
’til next time, bang.. *salam*
p/s: don’t forget my snow!! hehehe…
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things that annoys me/makes me kusut:
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its a very hot day and i am not in an air conditioned room.
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its a very hot day, i am not in an air conditioned room and i am covered from head to toe.
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its a very hot day, i am not in an air conditioned room, covered from head to toe and someone hogs the fan that i brought.
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its a very hot day, i am not in an air conditioned room, covered from head to toe, someone hogs the fan that i brought and theres nothing i can do about it.
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people blocking my car.
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people blocking my car and taking their sweet time to move it. (tau sudah diri atu memblock krita orang, lakas-lakas tah balik!)
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people telling me off for still mengusut-ing half an hour later. (i kusut in silence,dammit. let me kusut in peace.)
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people eating my food without asking, only to return it after one bite. (“ambil tia balik. inda nyaman.”)
-went to a wedding reception with mother today. then to hua ho mall to buy lunch for the brat #1 and brat #2.
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PAAAAAAAAUUUUUL!! hope you have another great year of making my sister happy.. seriously, happy birthday. may Allah bless you in everything you do.
an uneventful day
i just realised today that in a deadly boring circumstance, your siblings can ease your pain by being the source of entertainment. umi drove her three barely awake and a tad pissed off children to the dentist today. i slept around 3am and was woken up approximately 4 hours later. so tell me, would you not be just a ‘tad’ pissed off if your mother did that to you? hmph. so yea, there we were, disgruntled, trying not to be brats (my mother raised us better then that :p ) when we suddenly had a burst of energy and everything was funny. ok, i may have exaggrated on the ’sudden’ part. it was an hour and a half later. it all started when the guy in front of us turned out to be the most annoying guy in the whole wide world. like his propose in life was to annoy us, me especially. ugh. dont you just hate that?? you’re moody and somehow, the bongok-est person IN THE WHOLE WORLD decided to sit in front of you. :look of death: i muttered something which made eyan laughed and next thing we knew, we were all giggly. i mean, when i think back inda plang cali banar; it wasnt that funny, but we were laughing our heads off. hehehe. oh, and eyan commented that most of the kids today wear grown up clothes. which i agree. tadi ada this 4 year old girl who was wearing the kind of skirt i would wear. *shrug* oh, and didi had to go to the baby doctor since he was 15 years old. hehehehe.
next big story of the day, we decided to bawa kaer watch the chipmunk movie. his first movie. i can imagine him laughing, shrieking over how cute the cartoons are, a picture of a happy child.
what a bust that turned out to be. *sniff*
the entire time,i kept looking over to him with an expectant look only to be met with a look of boredom. *rolling eyes* AAAAAND he fell asleep before the movie ended!! FELL ASLEEP!! sigh… paidah.
when we arrived home, we saw dedeq. and eyan’s drumming kit. hehehehe. that girl was estatic. kept pajal-ing to go home so they could assemble it. iski banar.. i think they managed to do it in less than half hour.
them bertungkus lumus setting up the drums. hehe.
eyan, frantically usai-ing the wires.
hehe. unfortunately, they couldn’t play it yet as they did not have the headphones which are, appparently, essential. :p hahahahahahahhaha. kesian, iski dah sorang2.
now, its 10.07 pm. think i’m gonna finish my dark and white chocolate covered almonds then procceed to watch grey’s anatomy. taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
movie marathon
MOVIE MARATHON!!
that’s what me and my beloved did today(13/12). we watched three movies in one whole day.. fun! a bit tiring, tho. :p anyway, we watched the above movies in those order.
first, warlords. had no idea what the movie was about. just saw the preview and i was all “ooooooooh… lets watch..” i dunno if it was based on a real story but it seem historically correct. its about 3 strangers (i think), in the 1800s, who made a blood oath to be brothers and protect each other. if you wanna know the full details, click here.
next, we watched i am legend. at first, i wasn’t all that. i mean, sure, wil smith is hot and all (and i mean H-A-W-T), but eeh.. so he was the man on earth, who cares?? but i was mistaken. it turns out to be one heck of a cool movie.. siiiiiiok!! and i didn’t think there would be as much action as there were seriously. it was worth it. would probably watch it again if ada dangan. hehehe.
lastly, CHIPMUNKS!!!!!!! ~bow-chica-wow-wow-chica-wow-wow~ hehehe.. the ‘munks are soooooo very cuuuuuute!! and ohmigod! the voices??? eeeeeeeeeeee.. “i still have baby fat!” alright,from my bimbo comments, its very obvious i loved the movie. i’m gonna watch it again. infact, i think im going to find a way to watch it with kaer.
speaking of kaer, tadi i went to visit him,
me: “elo kaaaaeer..” *waves*
kaer: “no. ukan kaer” *holds his arms up* “ani, KAMPUNG BOY!!”
me: ???!?!?!
kiiiiiut kan? seriously, he has a way of making me miss him but then when i do see him, he makes me wanna go home ASAP. :p
…….ok. thats it. for now. see ya, dalengs…
taiyod..
umi (mother) decided it was high time we organized our room. “sakit kepala umi meliat bilik kamu ani. samak!!” i’ll let you be the judge of it.
I’M ok with it. been able to live, eat and breathe peacefully since we moved here. to each his own i suppose. hehehe. so umi decided to but some cabinets for ‘easy storage’. so thats what we did yesterday. me and the family set out on this wonderful quest around 11.30am where we decided to first, get breakfast. we ate at Akbar ria in qlap. then off to find the perfect-to-hold-all-my-junk cabinet. first place was thompsons in jalan tutong(?). i forgot.. :p
ok, everytime i go out fruniture shopping, i always imagine how i would decorate my future home. money was no object ’cause i’ll be rich. i mean if i can afford to buy a house, you can be sure i can afford furniture. i’m not to those flashy kind of chairs. you know, yang labih usulnya. mahal saja but inda jua comfy. i prefer couches that are cozy and snug. (B, *wink,wink* :p) my and the brats actually found some that we really like but unfortunate waaay over budget. we found one that was okay enough. actually, umi did and decided to get it for all of us. hehe. but as it turns out, the was only one left.
……tired suddenly, will edit soon..
(changed my mind. hehe. can’t really remember how the day went. i knew i was very tired, tho. hehe..)
playing dress up
it was aron 2am last nite. as usual, i couldn’t sleep. ever since i have nothing to do, i’ve become nocturnal. (hehe.. sound familiar, dut?) its like the middle of the night is when i am most awake. i still haven’t decided if that is a good thing or a bad thing. :p anyway, last nite (or this morning, rather) i just suddenly remembered that i bought an indian style dress. like a sari but with the stomach baring part. hehe.. apakan?~ but my point is, bulih lagi ku lupa ku bali?? the thing set me back $120 and i forgot about it??? for nearly a year!!!
i bought the dress december last year, during my first taste of freedom. :) i went to KL with rnBs. *sigh* fond memories..
………ok, ew.. the minyak incident is in my head.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. sorry.. private joke.. it was in KL that i realised that metropolitan life is not for me. man, did i complain that day.. i gues i’m just so used to getting in my car and arrive at my destination on my own time(this is a whole other topic right here). hehehe.. i was a brat that day. a reason why rnB are my frens, they know when to layan/shut up..
ok, i’m veering out of topic here. back to my dress. as soon as i remembered, i decided to look for it. so berselerak lah my room. not that it wasn’t messy in the first place.
lawa?? hehe..i have no idea why i forgot about it.
the baju is actually size L but the shop was able to make some adjustments to the dress. unfortunately, nothing could be done to the pant-part of the outfit. i’m not kidding when i say both my legs can fit in one leg of the pants. haha. remember kakalong and eyan laughing their ass off when i showed them.
………….you know what? i think i’m gonna go and dance in front of the mirror again.
’cause i look purty…
