another girl in her own world..

guess its been a while, huh?

gone were the days where i had nothing to do and i went to sleep early just to pass the time. i literally have no time to blog anymore. i am suddenly in this hectic cycle where the day begins with  me opening my eyes, going to work, teach, stayback, finishing my work (i am a firm believer in not bringing my work home) and by the time i get back the only energy i have left is basically just fumes so i rest. and usually, i would fit in time to be with B. believe me, i’ve tried more than once to blog, but it jsut was’nt meant to be.

basically, these are the highlights of  my life while i had no time to blog:

• working during the fasting month. even during the school holidays *grumble* .
• spending much needed quality time with the brats. they’re actually funny when they’re not annoying the heck out of me. hehehe.. my source of amusement.
• my cousin giving birth to a beautiful baby boy. my grandma’s first great grandkid. i have yet to meet the lil Azryan Syazmie Khan but pictures of him made me wanna give him a tight squeeze..
• my best friens coming home for the holiday. fiz and fets came home for about a week. i’m really glad that even after all these years, with millions of miles separating us, i can still confide in them with anything. oh and i find it weird that people are shock -slash- amazed that rnB “are still together”. isnt our motto “for life”? heh..
• being with B.

speaking of the love of my life, we had just celebrated our 7th year anni on the first day of raya. honestly, it didnt feel like my anni. it felt more like raya than anniversary. i actually wrote something for him. the plam was to post it on the day itself but yeaaa.. sigh. no time.

so i decide to post it now. the usual warning, mushy & disgustingly sweet nothings ahead.. :p

Baby,

7 YEARS, BABY!! 7 YEARS!! hehehe.. that never gets old.. i love you. more than you know. i’m glad that i was brazen enough to go up to you that day and just started talking. (though i bet you wish i’d stop now and then :p) i’m thrilled that you admit you like me too. i’m happy that you asked me to be your girlfriend. and i am forever thankful that you love me too. after all this time, you are the only thing that still makes sense. i’ve been wrecking my brain, trying to find the right words to tell you how i feel. do you know how much i love you? its probably bordering on obsession. here’s the best i can do:

thinking about our younger years, there was only you and me. we were young and wild and free. now nothing can take you away from me. we’ve been down that road before. but thats over now, you keep me coming back for more. once in your life, you find someone. who would turn your life around, pick you up when you’re feeling down. now, nothing can change what you mean to me,theres a lot that i can say, but just hold me now, ’cause our love will light the way. baby, you’re all that i want. when you’re lying here in my arms. i find it hard to believe, we’re in heaven.love is all that i need. and i found it there in your heart, i find it hard to believe. we’re in heaven.

i really do love you. for a very, very, very, very, very long time. Happy anni, sayang.

always, your B.