another girl in her own world..

i did it. i finally did it. i mentioned a while ago about a certain movie that i was cautiously excited to see. i LOVE the book (can’t stress enough on how much i love the book), explaining the excited part but as commonly known, book-turn-films movies rarely work out. hence, the cautious part. i didn’t want to ruin the book by watching the movie. but yesterday, i finally did it.

p/s: i love you has been playing for …a couple of weeks? and somehow, i had already made up my mind to not watch the movie. eventhough Gerard Butler was in it. *drool* however, after the rnB breakfast at Dynasty, gdg, me and War had nothing to do. (we had already walked around the mall.) we decided to watch Horton’s but we missed the show. and somehow, just for the heck of it. we decided to go to Empire Cinema. Ps: i love you was playing in an hour. so,to pass time, we decided to play guitar hero. for visual evidence, check out war’s blog. i sucked btw..

so, while waiting for the movie to start, me and war had this sinking feeling that the movie was gonna suck big time. i just knew  it was gonna be bad.

i was wrong.

i mentioned that while reading the book,i had to put the book down to control myself. i literally sobbed. during the movies, i cried my eyes out. the 3 pieces of tissue paper that i brought, were soaked and reduced to bundled up tears and snot. the fact that i kinda forgot most of the story line helped. i couldn’t really compare but i do know that there are a lot of differences which i think worked in the movie. like, in the book, Holly is Irish but in the movie, she’s American. so there’s this whole new part on how Holly and Gerry met. it was so.. *sappy sigh* sweet & touching & how you’d imagine you would meet your true love. *sappy-er sigh*

its more of a couples’ movie rather than a chick flick. the intimate moments that Holly and Gerry had definately made made you appreciate your partner. i know that if i were watching it with B, i’d be hugging him the whole time. (oh, note: not exactly for kids below the age of 12)

overall, i think the movie was great if not brilliant. i truly felt the love and sadness. “you are my entire story but i am just a chapter in your life..”

ho-kaaay, getting waay too sentimental for my taste. conclusion, i LOVE, LOVE, LOOOOVE  it. its been awhile since i cried that hard that had nothing to do with my issues. it felt good. again, for physical proof, go to war’s blog. go watch it, people. i think its worth it.

p/s: Gerard Butlet was sexy on a whole another level.

its 11.20pm according to my laptop. i’m in the living room, waiting for a certain couple (who are not together). ngok & ngek said that they were gonna come. soon. that was about 20 minutes ago. so, hmmmmmmmm..

oh, no, wait… i hear car doors being slammed..

i was right.. they’re here. so, will be back soon..

UPDATE: 12.57am -  they just left. hehe. i think because i was tired, i was mostly quiet. except for when i was commenting on wedding gowns. :p we were flicking through a bride magazine. why? to help mizi ‘mencari ilham’ so yea. it was a mundane hang out. or maybe its cause Bo isn’t here.

 me looking tired. hehe..

 ngok & ngek.

anyway, to was kind of a fun day. i went ray-ing with B. we spent most of the time with his family. then kami raya to Pie’s place. ia open house. met up with my girls. how i miss them. hehe. had fun. *wink,wink* for pictures, go war’s blog. hehe. there’s always pictures there. :p lestuuuuuu, we went home. B stayed for a while. then, datang tia baby darwisya. hehe. the latest addition to the family. she came with her nenek.  around 10.30pm everyone balik, and i called atul, told me that she’s coming over with mizi. so yea.. here’s some pics. most of the pics that i wanted to post, is already posted in my sister’s blog. so ani cikit saja..

 3rd day of raya. ayah brough us to tutong          3 kids & 1 dad.

 me & B at my place. do i look pale or wat??

 family eating…

 baby lingling hyperventilating.. hehe.. i think she’s scared of B..

 ~i looo00ooove youuuuuuu~

 we did this family potrait on the same day i took my grad potrait. one thing can never understand, my grandma’s dad is from Pakistan. my granddad’s father is Sri Lankan. why me and me siblings look like chinese, i’ll never know.

…..tired. sleepy. nite..

kaer and family are off to Singapore tommorow.. KAMI MAU IKUT!!! sighsssssss… went there with the family last march. had soo much fun. abg long (my cousin) had to work so it was up to his wife, kaka siti, to show us around. man, i miss it.. ada sale lagi nie..

siggggghhhhh..

 anyway, taking my mind of singapore, tadi i played netball with atul di menglait. had the usual hanging out fun, then we were at lost on what to to next. last2, kami decided to have sushi. hehe.. we good. atul ckp i taught her how to eat sushi but i taught her to eat only the expensive stuffs. hahaha.

 atul at her happy place.. hehe..

 i just remembered that kaers going to KL too.. sighhhhhhh.. i remember going to KL last december with rnBs. that was the first time i tasted real freedom. just me on my own without any chaperone. yes, i had strict parents. we had a real fun girls nite. though ku tetidur awal and was semi-pissed sal i got stuck in the middle of the bed (slow motor relfex) and panas!! ugh.. but aside from that, i had loads of fun. shopping, bimbo moments, overcoming tiredness in the name of shopping. hehehe. oh, and witnessing my first malaysian wedding.. the ‘minyak’ incident is in my head. *lol* i’m not gna go into further details as some things are better left unsaid. haha. K.L.

 rnBs at starbucks. think, our 2nd nite there.

btw, i told kaer: ” Mawa mau dress, earrings and shoes. ok? ingat?”

kaer: ” dreessssss, eerrrrrriing, soos.. ok!” *smiles*

sigghhhhhh.. kami mau ikut..

yesterday, i found out that kaer (my nephew) is really scared of B. mwahahahaha.. kaer is really cute but unfortunately, he’s also quite bratty. first grandchild, memanglah.. so anyways, yesterday, when B sent me home, we saw kaer peeking out from his bedroom window. i told B to stop jap so i could wave. haha… wouldn’t you know it? the kid ran away and hid. hahaha. i admit, B can b intimidating. he is so confident of himself, that its borderline cocky. (i LOVE you, B.. hehehe) you know when you’re a kid, there’s always an ‘uncle’ who your parents would use to keep you in line and behave? well, B is kaer’s uncle. mine was Uncle Boy. my uncle’s brother-in-law. everytime i tested my mom’s patience, she would go “umi, panggil Uncle Boy krg?? ada ya nie.. mau?? mau??” i dunno how he is now.. i know he’s alive and married.. i think..

 anyway, got sidetracked.. afterwards, i went to visit them kajap. kaer was sitting on his high chair, eyan was making him nutella sandwich and kaka ana (my cousin, kaer’s aunt) was busy with something. i don’t kno why but his brattyness was on an all-time high and he started to throw things! i don’t know what was his point and i was starting to get really annoyed (my patience on kids is quite limited, which is ironic since i am a teacher..). at this point i swear to god, i turned into my mom and started to threatned ” kaer! ma wa (me) panggil izzi (B) krg! ada ya tu di atas! banar ah!! IZZZZZIIII!!!” to which he then cried, ” mamit (kaka ana)!! tuyun!! mamit!”. mwahahahaha.. biar ya..

as bratty as he can be, he also has his cute moments. during maghrib yesterday, eyan brought him home. kami babysit lah kajap. well, my family plang.. i was getting ready for my rnB dinner. funny scene:

eyan: ‘kaer mau liat cartoon tarzan?’

kaer: ‘inda mau.’ *stares at the dvd* ‘mau!! tarzan ada abu!’ *smiles proudly* (note: abu = monkey)

 kaer looking at the dvd.

later that nite, i went to the latest rnB dinner. Fats is going abck to Oz this… sat? sun? :s lupaku.. so we decided to meet up one last time before she had to go. the next few days, she’s gna spend it with her family. it was probably one of the funnest night i’ve ever had. before we all had to go, we posed for one last pic. then, with Boon leading the guys demanded to have their photos taken as a group too. iatah Ros cakap “sejak bila laki tani mau begambar ani? next thing you know, anak tani plang mau gambar as a group..” 10 years, dalengs.. we’ve been frens for 10 years.. for pics on that nite, go to war’s blog. hehe.

today, i’m gonna watch transformers with B and dd (my lil bro).. kami liat around 10 pm later after we pick dd up from tuition. kinda excited.. will post more details nanti..

lastly, rnB forever.. *hug*

huhu.. my very own blog.. happy saya.. finally my own place where i can rant and rave to my hearts content. the stupid thing is, i have nothing to talk about.. the irony of it all.. maybe i’l just talk about what i did today..

lets see…

woke up, did the usual thing in the toilet but didn’t mandi. went online and chatted with war. haha.. remembering what me and war talked about was enough to make me burst out laughing. (gay porn, anyone?) then lunch with my family. lestu, kami ke photoplus. yesterday, we had our photos taken. umi (my mom) wanted a family potrait since we never really had one lately. iatahkan, tadi macam payah wah kan memilih.  its either i look fat (why the hell did i choose that baju??) or my sisters’s hair cali usulnya. brat # 1 (my lil sister, eyan) didn’t come withus sal she had a thing to go to with Paul, her boypren.

after that, i met up with war at ubd gym to paly some squash. i tell you, its tiring eventho you’ve only played for 20 mins if you’re a beginner. war was tired sal i made her get the ball everytime i screwed up. haha. sory, beb. i gave up after an hour of playing and then we watched war’s fren in the futsal tournament which was held there jua. i actaully had fun. awal2, i was quiet, trying not to be involved but in the emo ku jua. screaming and cheering every time some one screwed or scored. oooh, and ada my fren ilmi jua playing in the tourney.

went home around 8.45pm. half an hour later, B came to gave me una hama maki. he had dinner with his family di escapade and decided to buy some for me. hehe.. what can i say? i’m one lucky girl.

and so, two hours later, here i am. writing in my blog after much persuasions from atul and war. haha. oh, and yes, i did mandi some time today. twice.