another girl in her own world..

New Moon

fauz — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 11:33:14 +0000

ok. so i’m doing the thing that i always do but try to avoid. yea.

i have like, tons, of work to do. presentations that was not my idea to begin with not to mention my lesson plans. had 2 days holiday and now, on 7.20pm of the last day, i’ve decided to stop procrastinating. well, after i’m done with this post. Heee~spent the last 2 days catching up on my reading.

IT. WAS. WONDERFUL. (what can i say? i’m a geek. ) i read a lot and somehow, i even managed to re-read New Moon. one thing lead to another, and i’m suddenly wikipedia-ing it. and then i found him and i just have to say..

duh-roool~ don cha think?? saw the trailer, and i can’t wait! 20th November!! mark it!! ok, calming down now. because knowing my luck, the movie could turn out to be a total bore.

730pm. here is where i stop. gots work to do. :s

the one with squirt and gym

fauz — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 14:21:42 +0000

ok, so maybe i do have time to post one story..

this is proly old news but recent events have lead to me constantly thinking about it. hehehe. Dude!!~ hehehe.. kiuut..

oh, and btw, i’ve joined the gym. why? *grumble* i’m not sure if i want to you guys to know.. haahahha. i’m trying to get my money’s worth by going as much as possible. i went last monday and tuesday. i felt good afterwards. tired but knowing i’ve been working out made my feel good about myself. on wednesday was my school’s cross country. i joined only to find out that teachers got squat. paidah, but hey, execise for the day.. thurs, last day of term 1. i remember rushing around gadong and kiulap. it was a tiring day. friday was dedeq’s nikah. That was an eventful day. families are so funny. i know you can’t realy choose who your family are but still.. sat, i had to supervise students who were involved in this leadership camping-thing. well, i thought i was supervising. i ended up hiking with them!!! in the bleeping-hot Bruneian sun. we did get to go to the beach, tho..

so yea.. tired.

how are YOU, guys?

yet another quick post..

fauz — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 13:57:25 +0000

should i feel guilty that i almost completely forgot i have a blog? :s. so anyway, its the school holiday but as usual, yours truly still has to go to work.

this week was specially, extra, super-duper busier than the usual busy weeks. mycousin, who is a mere 3 months older than me, tied the knot.

congratulations to the newly weds, abang dedeq and fayirose… may you life together be filled with happiness..

as usual, theres a lot of stories to post and as usual, i simply do not have the energy to think of a witty way to present them. so until then..

a little something

fauz — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 17:57:34 +0000

oh. my. god.

its been a while since i blogged that i have completely forgot how to do it! it was 1 .15am and i couldn’t sleepso i figured i would make a quick post. that was 45 minutes ago!!

….da-yum. i don’t really wanna stop blogging but ever since work happened and now facebook (;p) i just can’t seem to find the time to blog. thats just it. i have no time. its not due to lack of ideas. believe you me, i have puh-len-ty to talk about. just no time.

was thinking of blogging some more now, but as luck would have it, i am now super sleepy. typical.

will be back as soon as i can.
fauz.

first entry of the year..

fauz — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 11:42:45 +0000

erm… ok.. i gues its been a while, huh? i logged on today thinking to blog something short, sorta like my first entry for the year. (ignore the fact that we’re entering the third week.) and BAM!! its completely different!! there are now boxes of stuff. its like everyting is compressed into one whole page. don’t worry. i’ll be fine. i’ll figure my way around it. i always do. besides, there’s always B to help. :p can’t realy think of anything to write. will continue again later. insyaALLAH.

happy 3rd week of the new year all!!

god bless, fauz

first entry of the year..

fauz — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 11:42:41 +0000

happy 3rd week of the new year all!!

god bless, fauz

first entry of the year.

fauz — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 11:38:33 +0000

happy 3rd week of the new year all!!

god bless, fauz

why change something that isn’t broke?

fauz — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:42:16 +0000

’nuff sed..

for me.

fauz — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 15:08:15 +0000

guess what B gave me for our 8th year anni?

so, why would he give a technology-challenged girl an ipod?

’cause he loves me. (and he wants me to un-kuno myself )

how long do you wanna be loved? is forever enough?

fauz — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:59:40 +0000

guess its been a while, huh?

gone were the days where i had nothing to do and i went to sleep early just to pass the time. i literally have no time to blog anymore. i am suddenly in this hectic cycle where the day begins with me opening my eyes, going to work, teach, stayback, finishing my work (i am a firm believer in not bringing my work home) and by the time i get back the only energy i have left is basically just fumes so i rest. and usually, i would fit in time to be with B. believe me, i’ve tried more than once to blog, but it jsut was’nt meant to be.

basically, these are the highlights of my life while i had no time to blog:

working during the fasting month. even during the school holidays *grumble* .
spending much needed quality time with the brats. they’re actually funny when they’re not annoying the heck out of me. hehehe.. my source of amusement.
my cousin giving birth to a beautiful baby boy. my grandma’s first great grandkid. i have yet to meet the lil Azryan Syazmie Khan but pictures of him made me wanna give him a tight squeeze..
my best friens coming home for the holiday. fiz and fets came home for about a week. i’m really glad that even after all these years, with millions of miles separating us, i can still confide in them with anything. oh and i find it weird that people are shock -slash- amazed that rnB “are still together”. isnt our motto “for life”? heh..
being with B.

speaking of the love of my life, we had just celebrated our 7th year anni on the first day of raya. honestly, it didnt feel like my anni. it felt more like raya than anniversary. i actually wrote something for him. the plam was to post it on the day itself but yeaaa.. sigh. no time.

so i decide to post it now. the usual warning, mushy & disgustingly sweet nothings ahead.. :p

Baby,

7 YEARS, BABY!! 7 YEARS!! hehehe.. that never gets old.. i love you. more than you know. i’m glad that i was brazen enough to go up to you that day and just started talking. (though i bet you wish i’d stop now and then :p) i’m thrilled that you admit you like me too. i’m happy that you asked me to be your girlfriend. and i am forever thankful that you love me too. after all this time, you are the only thing that still makes sense. i’ve been wrecking my brain, trying to find the right words to tell you how i feel. do you know how much i love you? its probably bordering on obsession. here’s the best i can do:

thinking about our younger years, there was only you and me. we were young and wild and free. now nothing can take you away from me. we’ve been down that road before. but thats over now, you keep me coming back for more. once in your life, you find someone. who would turn your life around, pick you up when you’re feeling down. now, nothing can change what you mean to me,theres a lot that i can say, but just hold me now, ’cause our love will light the way. baby, you’re all that i want. when you’re lying here in my arms. i find it hard to believe, we’re in heaven.love is all that i need. and i found it there in your heart, i find it hard to believe. we’re in heaven.

i really do love you. for a very, very, very, very, very long time. Happy anni, sayang.

always, your B.